Verge Of Insanity

IMUNC 2010

2010-06-09T09:04:00.000-07:00

International Model United Nations Conference
Anglo-Chinese School (Independent)
Joint Crisis Committee
Sri Lanka Cabinet
Minister of Science and Technology

Day One, traumatizing. Day Two, absent because of feeling unwell-ness. Day Three, traumatizing at first. Fun after.

I love my new friends. They're wonderful people who I hope hold nothing against me for being so silent. ;x

So anywho, thank you:

1) Tanoy- Wonderful chair.
2) Alicia- First friend made in iMUN.
3) Stefani- A great buddy.
4) Ying Xin- K-pop friend who made me feel better on Day One.
5) Alex- Self-proclaimed social retard is pretty darn awesome.

Alex (left) and Yun Ze (right).

6) Yun Ze- Funny guy who made my day. (See above pictures.)
7) Darryl- Gentle giant who plays maple and resembles Teo Chee Hean, interesting.
8) Ian- Smart and full of ideas, great guy.
9) Ying Ying- Girl who speaks really well and is full of innocence.
10) Ayushi- Terrific Prime Minister who looks like a principal.
11) Ziyi- Quiet but full of good ideas, try to eat more.
12) Harold- Horny, but a rather wicked sense of humour.
13) Samuel- Best ops guy, travelling around like mad for the insane Sri Lanka Govt.
14) Iylia- Printer dude, thanks so much for your help!
15) Gabriel- LTTE. You're really amusing, so good for you. Now about your mental stability..
16) Mrs Tjan- Brilliant teacher. Thank you so much for all your help, words of comfort and wisdom, and for displaying some motherly traits.

Congratulations:

1)Ying Ying- Best Delegate, you deserve it.
2)Alex- Honourable Mentions (?), evil mastermind who got stuck with human rights but still did a fantastic job.
3)Ian- Honourable Mentions (?), thinking of new plans and always participative, you were excellent.

Now, just gonna post random quotes is all.

Scene One- Kandy/Candy

Yun Ze: Do you have any Kandy/Candy?

-a while later-

Yun Ze: I want Kandy/Candy.

(This goes on throughout the day.)

Stefanie: Shouldn't you be worrying about your tea?

Scene Two- Cookie Jar

Yun Ze: Who stole the cookie from the cookie jar? Alex stole the cookie from the cookie jar.

Alex (reluctant): Who me?

Yun Ze: Yes you.

Alex: Couldn't be.

Yun Ze: Then who?

Alex: Who stole the cookie from the cookie jar? Darryl stole the cookie from the cookie jar.

Darryl: Who me?

Alex: Yes you.

Darryl: This is lame.

-everyone applauds-

Scene Three- Broomstick

-LTTE attempts to enter, ops guys bar the door with a broomstick-

Samuel (to LTTE): Go to the back door!

(Everyone, Samuel included, know that the back door is locked)

-LTTE member goes to back door-

Sri Lanka Cabinet: AHAHAHAHAHA.

Scene Four- Reinforcements

Samuel: You guys killed all their troops so they're sending out Voldemort, Dumbledore, Justice League, Miley Cyrus, Justin Beiber, Lady Gaga, Chuck Norris etc.

Alex: We'll just go into God Mode, and they can't kill us.

Scene Five- SNSD

Tanoy (walking in): What did I miss?

Alex: They're going to send in Justice League, Miley Cyrus and Justin Beiber.

Ying Xin: Let's send Selena Gomez!

Tanoy: I don't understand what you kids listen to these days, I only like SNSD.

Scene Six- Love-Making

Harold (typing): Sorry Tanoy, let's make love tonight. :)

Tanoy (yelling): Anytime baby!

Harold (typing): Oh yeah

-a while later-

Harold (typing): Tanoy, let's make love again.

Scene Seven- Innocence

Ying Ying: What's wrong with (speltinnocently) coming?

Scene Eight- Innocence The Sequel

MC: Now give it up for Super Hard-On!

Alex: Did that guy just say super hard-on?

-some laughter from us-

Ying Ying: I don't get it, what's wrong with that?

Scene Nine- Gay Gabriel

Gabriel (in fake Russian accent): She is not my girlfriend! How can I prove to you that she is not my girlfriend?!

-goes to hug Darryl-

Gabriel (in fake Russian accent): See I am gay!

-sits on Darryl-

-Darryl stands and backs away a few steps-

-Wei Khan shows a heart-shape sign with his hands while Gabriel tries to make Darryl wear a pink tie-

Gabriel (to us): He likes it.

Scene Ten- Van Door Trauma

-Syaza goes in-

-Angela goes in-

-Syaza and Angela engage in conversation-

Syaza: ANGELA THE DOOR!!

-door still opened while van is driving-

Van Uncle: Just leave it alone.

(That was frightening..)

Scene Eleven- Tamil Camels

Angela: Two angry camels in a tiny car.

Syaza: Two angry camels in a tiny car.

Angela: Two angry Tamils in a tiny car.

Syaza: Did you say Tamils?

Angela: No, I said camels! Camels!

Syaza: Ahahaha, Tamils.

Angela: Two angry Tamils in a tiny car, ahahaha. Hey Sarah!

Sarah: Yeah?

Angela: Two angry Tamils in a tiny car.

Sarah: Two tiny camels in an angry car?

Angela and Syaza: Ahahahaha.

Angela: Two tiny Tamils in an angry car.

Angela, Syaza and Sarah: Ahahahahaha.

Sarah: Two tiny cars in an angry camel.

Syaza: Two angry cars in a tiny camel.

Angela: Two tiny cars in an angry Tamil.

NEW IDEA: Two angry cars in a tiny Tamil.

AHAHAHA.

(No racism was intended in the making of this nonsense.)

Will post about Genting trip.. eventually.

For Future Reference :x

2010-02-05T02:42:00.000-08:00

Syaza, I never knew you watched RWJ! :O

You're adopted! D<

That is all. ;D

Not Safe For Syaza And Meisi ;D

2010-01-24T04:12:00.000-08:00

SHINee's coming. Should I go for the autograph signing? :/

I've never particularly liked them.

Particularly liked(s):
-> Super Junior
-> Big Bang
-> 2pm

Anywho, since this blog is very much dead and nobody reads it, I'll post my past favourite members from the bands.

Aim: Get rid of people who actually read my blog, AKA Syaza and Meisi. :D

Note: I love all of the members but these are the ones I really took notice of.

Super Junior
-> Donghae
-> Kibum
-> Sungmin

Big Bang
-> G-Dragon

2pm
-> Junsu
-> Chansung
-> Taecyeon

Syaza, Meisi, if you're still here, I'm gonna now post why I liked them and when I first liked them. Have fun. ;D

Donghae
-> 'Haengbok'. OMG he was so cute and his smile. -swoons-

Kibum
-> 'Full House'. The episode when he spoke in English really got me. And he seemed so charming! And then he smiled too. <3

Sungmin
-> 'Haengbok' again. ;D His hair, his eyes, his smile. Everything about him seemed so pretty and cute! And 'Intimate Note'. OMG so adorable! Also, amazing talent. (:

G-Dragon
-> 'Lollipop'. Hot. Hot. Hot. And then, he was so funny and witty. Charismatic too. With a playful smile, his talent was like woah. ;O

Junsu
-> 'Heartbeat'. Great vocals and very cute. Crush didn't last too long, but he's still lovedd. ;)

Chansung
-> 'Heartbeat', 'Getting Tired of Waiting'. First time I saw him, he was really hot. And I won't lie. When I saw him in another performance, I thought he looked like a crow. But he was a hot crow. And he's honest and cute. A good dancer too. :D

Taecyeon
-> 'I Hate You'. What's there to say? He's hot and when he raises his eyebrows, you'll pretty much melt. He has this playful character and he's simply adorkable. <3

Syaza, Meisi, if you're still reading this, I wonder why. ._.

Well, you asked for it..

There. Now shoo!

Monday Yellows

2010-01-11T06:56:00.000-08:00

CHOO CHOO!! XD

Update

2010-01-10T07:58:00.001-08:00

Last Sunday: Went to the Cathay. Watched the Princess and the Frog in the morning and Avatar soon after. Loved both movies tons.

Saturday: Watched Alvin and the Chipmunks 2. Cute. <3

Sunday: Became six hundred and fifty dollars richer. Yay government?

School bag is seriously heavy. Timetable is confusing.

Anywho, I was watching videos from when I was two/three. Omg I don't remember any of that happening. I miss my childhood. ):

Also, I have a sudden interest in mummies. :/

Ew Moon XD

2009-12-30T07:59:00.000-08:00

Went to watch New Moon with Syaza and Meisi.

Poked Syaza on the train. Yay for her victim-ness! XP

The movie title was slow, and first came out as 'ew Moon'. XD

Scariest thing I ever watched. Reason: Nobody needs to see a pale greasy dude shirtless. >.>

Movie ended quite abruptly. :/

Still enjoyed myself nonetheless.~

After the movie, we went to Borders. Looked through tons of stuff and felt cold throughout while Meisi was warm and Syaza was both.

Concluded that I'm a vampire, Meisi's a werewolf and Syaza's.. just there.

Later concluded that conclusion concludes that we are total idiots. (:

Had Yami Yoghurt after that. Very much lovedd.

Then we went home.

Thank you Syaza, for the wonderful birthday card that can leave you killed if Meisi ever reads it. ;D

Overall had a fun day, although I wish that Valencia came along. D<

Holidays

2009-12-24T08:28:00.000-08:00

Merry Xmas All!! ^~^

And A Happy New Year. ;D

Bowling

2009-12-23T09:21:00.000-08:00

Went bowling with Valencia, Syaza and Meisi today. Fun, fun.

Afterwards, we sat at Macs for almost forever.

Then, we went to Compass and stayed at the library, just like old times.

Thank you Valencia for the Dolphin plushie ~~which is exactly the same as the one Syaza got me~~. But no thank you for the slightly threatening message. XD

Jacks Place

2009-12-22T09:01:00.000-08:00

Went to Jacks Place with Ying Tian today.

Gosh, I miss my tutor.

To be honest, I was kinda worried that it was going to be awkward today, not having talked for 2 years and all.

But it was fun. The meal was nice, and we walked around a little bit.

Thank you Ying Tian for the belated birthday wishes and treating me to dinner. Can't wait to see you in January in town. ;D

Happy Birthday To Me ;D

2009-12-18T08:35:00.000-08:00

Thank You For The Birthday Wishes:
(In no particular order)

- Mum
- Dad
- 1st Aunt
- 3rd Aunt
- Syaza (On the dot. ;D)
- Isabel
- Meisi
- Valencia
- Freda
- Bernice
- Michiyo
- Magdelyn
- Hillary Lim (3 times. XD)
- David <3
- Callum
- Cally
- Sharon
- Shweta
- Amanda Lee
- Sapphire
- De Zhi
- Shi Xuan
- Jean
- KJ
- Nigel
- Michelle
- A few GaiaOnline artists
- Blingee

Yuh huh. I think that's all. Sorry if I missed anyone out. Lemme know if I have. :x

Thank You For The Birthday Presents:
(In no particular order)

- Mum & Dad -> New phone, dolphin plushie (I love my mama and papa. :3)
- 1st Aunt -> Perfume and money (Ahahaha I can carry her now. XD)
- 3rd Aunt -> The Kube, otherwise known as literally the smallest mp3 in the world (It's awesome. ^^)
- Syaza -> Dolphin plushie (The cutest one evar. ;D)
- Isabel -> Money (This will definitely come in handy. $.$)
- David -> Superior form (So this is virtual. I still love it. ~~And him.~~ ;D)
- Many artists in GaiaOnline -> Avi art (Thanks for the art guys. All was amazing. c:)
- Blingee -> E-card (No comment. >.>)

So the party.

Cake was win. ;D
Isabel and Syaza refused to eat! D:
Uno, stress, word games. It was fun. :3
Kpop talk, poor Syaza. XD

Thanks for coming guys!

Can't wait to see Ying Tian for Jacks Place on Tues and Syaza (again), Meisi and Valencia for bowling on Wed.

Love all of you guys loads. <3>

An early Merry Xmas to all! ^^

OMGUPDATE

2009-10-31T07:34:00.000-07:00

Finally, it is time to revive my very dead blog. :D

Went out with Syaza and Valencia today.
Apparently, I didn't get the memo on dressing like a zebra. O.O

First, we went to Vivo.
Walked around, attempted to find Meisi's present: Success No. 1.

Next, went off to Suntec.
Ate at Secret Recipe and acted like we were 28.

Us in a reunion in 14 years' time..

Angela:
- has 1 cat and 1 dog.
- owns 'Angela Inc' which is under 'James Inc' (obliged to not explain this).
- lives in a semi-detached (but almost said Demi Lovato. O.O").

Syaza:
- has 5 cats, named 'Oink', 'Oink', 'Quack', 'Quack' and 'Meow'. O.o
- gets confused on what her name is: Syaza or Diana. Ended up saying that she was Meisi, which is kinda ridiculous considering how in the beginning we were like 'Who's Meisi?' (Because we wanted to stop stressing about her present. So Meisi if you're reading this, do not poke us, hit us, scream at us or anything else that can cause us emotional, mental and/or physical harm. But you can pull Valencia's shoelaces. :D). Therefore, Syaza was attending the wrong reunion. XD
- gets confused on her job: first claimed that she worked at Angela Inc and later on claimed that she owned her own company for cats.
- gets confused on her parents living-ness: first claimed that they moved out, then claimed that they were dead. Finally settled with 'mum is dead but still living in Syaza's apartment'.

Valencia:
- has 3 cats.
- hobbies include living in a box (in Australia) and begging.
- has very bad English.. 'Beggar.. -pause-.. is my hobby.' <-Valencia
- has an affair with my husband.

Then we walked around.
Attempt at finding Meisi's present: Success No. 2.

Walked around some more and acted like we were 4.

Us 10 years ago..

Angela, Syaza and Valencia:

- Confoosed and stoopid.
- Occasionally says big words and have deep voices.

Then more walking around.

GAHH. Big Bang's album = $49 for 8 songs. -dies-

Bought a Big Bang and Super Junior poster.

Valencia had to go for her piano lesson..

Problem 1: Didn't bring piano books.
Problem 2: It was raining.
Problem 3: Didn't bring umbrella.
Problem 4: No money in handphone.
Problem 5: No friends with her.

Luckily for her, she gets free sms-es.
So I ended up talking to her mum.

I won't deny that it was pretty weird..

Angela: Hello? Auntie?
Valencia's mum: Yes?
Angela: I'm Angela. Valencia is in Hougang Mall for her piano lesson but she didn't bring her books. It's raining and she doesn't have her umbrella.
Valencia's Mum: ~~Oh too bad. Her pain my gain.~~ Are you with Valencia now?
Angela: No. She sms-ed me.
Valencia's Mum: Why didn't she call me?
Angela: She doesn't have money in her handphone.

I mean honestly. If you were Valencia's mum, wouldn't you think this was a prank call???

Anyway, in the end Valencia managed to get to her piano lesson with the books and all. And they all lived happily ever after. :D

To Meisi: I will not tell you where Success No.3 in buying your present was as it'll be way too obvious then.

Also, both Valencia and Syaza were enjoying your absence and kept on saying FTSK (ferthesssker not f-t-s-k), fertiliser and Forever The Sickest Kids in the annoying song tune. I had nothing to do with it. Feel free to torment them the next time you see them. I am completely innocent and will support whatever response you will have, as long as it has nothing to do with me.

Yay! Done. :D Now my blog isn't dead and I can go to sleep looking at Suju and Big Bang. Good night all~

Update. -Gasp-

2009-09-21T03:57:00.000-07:00

Update. :o

New neighbours.
They wear white most of the time, painted the door black, keep to themselves and chose an apartment which barely has any sunlight coming through. -shivers-

Okthxbye. XD

Hehh..

2009-08-03T08:01:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. felt like posting.
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I have nothing to talk about. D:
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Okthxbye. o.o"

Happy Birthday

2009-07-24T05:56:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOREAN TEDDY BEAR.

BEST WISHES~

Legends To Be Remembered

2009-06-26T03:57:00.000-07:00

R.I.P MICHAEL JACKSON AND FARAH FAWCETT

THE MOONWALKING BEATBOXING KING OF POP AND THE SASSY ANGEL

LEGENDS TO BE REMEMBERED ALWAYS.

Honesty 6 Class Reunion

2009-06-25T09:10:00.001-07:00

Wednesday was real fun.

Even though some of the food the guys cooked was.. uncooked.

And I think I scared of Joseph and De Zhi when I played table tennis with them. ^^"

Thanks to Ryan for letting us have the reunion at his house and everyone else for attending.

Anyway, I shan't bore you with details so here are some pictures:

The girls

And the guys

Isabel and Joseph- The people that made my day real awesome (:

Playing billiards

Playing table tennis and cards

And disappearing into ???

THANKS AGAIN EVERYONE. HOPE WE HAVE ANOTHER CLASS REUNION SOON. :D

Random Shuffle Quiz 3

2009-06-20T09:56:00.000-07:00

Rules: Put your playlist on shuffle. Write down each song that plays and add "in my pants" at the end of each.

1. Leave Me Alone in my pants- The Veronicas (Ahem..)

2. Hollaback Boy in my pants- Cobra Starship (Ahahaha.. so wrong..)

3. Man Eater in my pants- Nelly Furtado (-wince-)

4. Staying Alive in my pants- Bee Gees (LMAO)

5. Outta My Head in my pants- Ashlee Simpson (Erm..)

6. Roll The Credits in my pants- Paula DeAnda (LOL. I didn't know there was a movie there)

7. Temperature in my pants- Sean Paul (WTH?!)

8. If You Seek Amy in my pants- Britney Spears (OMG. If you know the hidden meaning for this song, you'll realise how sick this sounds)

9. Make It Mine in my pants- Jason Mraz (Isn't it already mine?)

10. You Found Me in my pants- Kelly Clarkson (-rolls on floor laughing so hard-)

Random Shuffle Quiz 2

2009-06-19T09:54:00.000-07:00

1. If you reached the top of Mount Everest, what would you scream?
Song: No Love- Simple Plan (Maybe u.u)

2. The next time you stand up in front of a group of people, what will you say?
Song: Leave Me Alone- The Veronicas (LOL)

3. What is your favourite thing to say when drunk?
Song: Pretty Fly- Offspring (Not that I'll ever get drunk or even drink..)

4. What is your message to the world?
Song: Wild Horses- Natasha Bedingfield (FREE THE HORSES!! :D)

5. What do you think when you think of your best friend?
Song: We Made You- Eminem (Hehehe?)

6. What is your deepest secret?
Song: The Remedy- Jason Mraz (To you readers, it's not medication -.-)

7. What is your innermost desire?
Song: New Age Girl- Deadeye Dick (Err..)

8. What does your oldest memory make you think?
Song: Hell Is Around The Corner- Tricky (Haha. Sometimes.)

9. What will you include somewhere in your wedding vows?
Song: Temperature- Sean Paul (Yeah. I'll vow that no matter what happens, we will get air conditioning)

10. What will you whisper on your deathbed?
Song: You Found Me- Kelly Clarkson (This is somewhat terrifying)

11. What do your friends say behind your back?
Song: Single- Natasha Bedingfield (Yeah well, so are you guys!)

12. What do you say behind your friends' backs?
Song: The Real Slim Shady- Eminem (You guys ain't him, give it up XD)

13. What is your opinion of Facebook?
Song: Leave Out All The Rest- Linkin Park (I do NOT have a facebook obsession!)

14. What do you mutter when you wake up in the morning?
Song: Make It Mine- Jason Mraz (Good luck prayer?)

15. What would you yell if you find yourself lost on a desert island?
Song: Hush Hush I Will Survive- Pussycat Dolls (Actually, I probably won't D:)

16. What are your feelings right now?
Song: Staying Alive- Bee Gees (And hopefully for a long time too =p)

17. What's your excuse for reposting this?
Song: Who Says You Can't Go Home- Bon Jovi ft. Sugarland (I know, I know. Bad excuse..)

18. What's your life's soundtrack?
Song: Everyday I Love You Less And Less- Kaiser Chiefs (This isn't good......)

19. The day you fall in love will be the day of..?
Song: Sk8er Boi- Avril Lavigne (I'm gonna fall in love with a skater? ._.)

20. What is your farewell message to the readers of this?
Song: Lose Yourself- Eminem (Just don't blame me if you end up in a mental institution)

Random Shuffle Quiz 1

2009-06-19T09:38:00.000-07:00

1. What song best represents my personality?
Song: Roll The Credits- Paula DeAnda (It's like an ending? O.O")

2. What song will be played on my funeral?
Song: Man Eater- Nelly Furtado (Erm. Muahahaha?)

3. Will I ever love somebody?
Song: Wild World- Mr Big (Agreed)

4. Will I be successful in life?
Song: Headstrong- Trapt (I guess that's a start..?)

5. Will I get married even if my love life is out of shape?
Song: Hollaback Boy- Cobra Starship (This quiz hates me)

6. Will anyone accept me as who I am?
Song: Talk To Me, Dance With Me- Hot Hot Heat (O.O")

7. How will I die?
Song: Senorita- Justin Timberlake (Is this any good? Dying a senorita?)

8. Who'll kill me?
Song: I'm Yours- Jason Mraz (An obsessive stalker. Great.)

9. Will I be a murderer myself?
Song: Give You My Heart- BabiixJennii ft. Droopy (Maybe a surgeon..)

10. How's my life so far?
Song: Know Your Enemy- Greenday (I'm guessing it's not so good)

11. My current obsession?
Song: Geek In The Pink- Jason Mraz (What the..)

12. What song best represents my friendship with others?
Song: Low- Flo Rida (So it's not good?)

13. If I ever, where would I go on vacation this year?
Song: Outta My Head- Ashlee Simpson (Aww man D:)

14. Which sexuality are you?
Song: Less Than Three- Becky (Yay?)

15. What song should end this?
Song: If You Seek Amy- Britney Spears (No comment TT)

When The Tables Are Turned

2009-06-16T09:14:00.000-07:00

Look at the poor animals
They're all crying out in pain
What did they do to deserve this
What do the people gain?

Do they enjoy the death of others
The soft fur that they can own
Or is it the sick love of crimson blood
The organs, the meat, the bone?

Animals might not be humans
But they have feelings too
How would you like it if
Someone did this to you?

They just throw you on the ground
And start ripping you to shreds
Try as you might, the torment won't stop
No matter how much you beg.

So please don't harm the animals
If it's a happy life you yearn
You'll never know when karma strikes
And when the tables are turned.

Tell me what you think.

Update

2009-05-08T03:03:00.000-07:00

Here. I updated. Be happy.

Enlightenment

2009-03-08T06:26:00.000-07:00

"Humans are the most evil creatures known for they will sin at the slightest temptation and even when their desires are fulfilled they will continue sinning because that's what keeps them going."

My discovery of the day. :D

Please Daddy

2009-02-25T07:24:00.000-08:00

Everything's been said
Everything's been done
Your actions they hurt
But your words had stung.

I've worked quite hard
All these years
And it was you
That I have feared.

I've been through a lot
I've been very stressed
I did so much
But failed to impress.

I have a better future
But he's still your favourite
It's such an unfair world
Where girls are discriminated.

Please Daddy please
All I care right now
Is just for you
To feel proud.

Tell me what you think.

Cough, Cough, Sneeze, Ouch

2009-01-31T01:10:00.000-08:00

List of injuries, health problems and whatever I've had for only January 2009:

1) Extremely itchy legs
2) Stomach ache
3) Sore throat
4) Got cuts from How-The-Heck-Did-This-Get-Here Land.
5) Mosquito bites
6) Headache
7) Cough
8) Blocked nose
9) Runny nose
10) Nausea
11) Ear block
12) Hand banged doorknob
13) Poked eye accidentally
14) Poured a bit of hot water on hand
15) Banged head on wall
16) Almost slipped and fell in public toilet (Thanks to aunt for catching me)
17) Tongue turned to foreign colour; green, blue and yellow mixed together
18) Sprained ankle
19) Banged head on shelf
20) Slipped and fell; bruised knee
21) Fell on bruised knee

This is really not my year.

Leave Me Alone

2009-01-16T05:51:00.000-08:00

Why did I ever believe
That you were different from the rest
Everytime I wake up
Wanting to get it out of my chest.

I wanted to tell you I love you
And to ask if you felt the same
Now that I know everything
My anger can't be tamed.

I hate you for your smooth words
I hate you for making me smile
At all the things you told me
That made my heart go wild.

Why didn't you just tell me
That you only wanted to be friends
I wouldn't be in this state
Now it's too late to make amends.

Leave me alone heartbreaker
I don't want to see you anymore
You make me feel so foolish
Thinking you were what I was looking for.

Tell me what you think.

The Lonely Girl

2009-01-02T03:52:00.000-08:00

Because of some problems
My parents work far away
They're never ever at home
Until it's really very late.

My siblings always ignore me
They don't talk that much
Unless they want to go somewhere
And need me to cover up.

My friends may seem nice at first
But they talk behind my back
They say all sorts of things about me
Whether it's fiction or fact.

I'm currently still single
Nobody's interested in me
They all think I'm horrid
Terrible as can be.

My grades aren't very high
I either barely pass or fail
The teachers all lost hope on me
They say I won't set sail.

So this is the story of my life
The lonely girl in despair
Whenever she needs someone
She doesn't have someone there.

Tell me what you think.

Now You See Me

2008-12-31T03:43:00.000-08:00

I close my eyes
And count to ten
When I open them up
You're gone again.

You're never here
When I really need
A ear to listen
A shoulder to lean.

When you leave
A piece of me is broken
Words left unsaid
Words left unspoken.

The only time
You were ever by my side
Was when people were after you
And you needed to hide.

So this is goodbye
You're all alone
Now you see me
And now you don't.

Tell me what you think.

Love's Not A Game

2008-12-31T03:31:00.000-08:00

You say you love me
You really do
So this is what
Love is to you.

Not showing up
On Valentine's Day
When I come to you
You walk away.

After the day
You treated me like hell
You send me flowers
Treating me so well.

To you love is
Only temporary
But the days grow longer
And I grow wary.

I'm not a toy
You fix and break
Love's not a game
A life's at stake.

Tell me what you think.

Reading? Tell Me.

2008-12-30T23:06:00.000-08:00

Hey is anyone actually reading about my trip to Korea? Or just looking at the pictures?
Because yesterday I wrote like 2 pages worth of trip-ness and only a quarter of it came out.
So I really don't wanna bother with the details unless someone actually wants to read it.

Make that 5 people.

1) Cally (I guess)
2) Isabel
3)
4)
5)

Korea Day One (The Actual Day One, Not Day Before-Day-One-But-Already-In-Korea-So-There's-Stuff-To-Talk-About-Something-Like-That) Part One

2008-12-29T22:31:00.000-08:00

Day One

Went to Seongsan Sunrise Peak.
It was.. rocky. And since it rained and it was really high and hard to walk, my fam didn't bother going all the way to the top. (Marco gave us free time to go to the top, take pictures, go to the gift shop or whatever.)

It's bigger than it looks and it looks really big.

Some scenery behind the mountain thing.

After that, went to an orange farm.
There weren't really any good oranges left to pluck. And it was still raining so.. yeah.

This day was busy so I'm going to post again next time. Also, I tried typing the whole thing but my com jammed and I have to retype AGAIN!!

Oranges. Oh the fun.

I couldn't get the creepy look I wanted. Oh well.

5 words: WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?!

The last picture is Jasmine's favourite. XD

Korea Day One

2008-12-28T06:55:00.000-08:00

Alrighty.. continuing with the trip to Korea. There's a lot to say and upload so I'll do this one day at a time. XD

Day One

Flew to Shanghai to fly to Jeju Island.
Took the night flight. They served noodles, yogurt and fruits for breakfast at 2.20am.
Oh, and they pronounced 'hesitate' as 'heditate'. XD
Anyways, the view from the window seat was amazing. The stars were just beautiful. Too bad it doesn't show in the picture I took..

Failed attempt at taking a picture of stars.

Then I took a picture of the sunrise. Slightly better. Sorta.

Barely passed attempt.

When my fam was finally at Shanghai's airport, we bought biscuits. They tasted horrible. (You aren't allowed to sample them. So you have to buy them and try your luck.)
Sadly, no refund. -pouts-
Took a pic from the airport.

Better shot than the previous two.

Spent 4 hours at the airport waiting for a 1 hour flight. -.-
When we were on the plane, they pronounced the word 'pleasure' as 'pleesure-er'. Haha.
Oh, and their sandwich would have tasted better as a sand coated witch than as the deli food it really was. Yeah, it was that bad.

Ok.. enough of Shanghai.
When we were at Jeju Island's airport, my aunt's luggage got 'injured'. So yeah, problem already.

After that, Marco brought the whole group of us to Yongduam Beach.
It was just.. wow.

It's a beauty, isn't it?

It looks like a dragon. :D

Oh and before the beach area, there was this statue that helps you choose the gender of your baby.

Touch the nose and get a boy. Touch the mouth and get a girl. And there was somewhere you touch to get twins, but I forgot. Either the ears or eyes. Touch the forehead to get a smart kid.

And beside that, they sold candy. ^^

Candy maker thingy.

Went to New Island Tourist Hotel. Kinda squeezy but it was alright.

Since dinner wasn't provided, Marco brought us to a street of shops and we could eat on our own.
He brought us there but we had to make our own way back. It was seriously confusing and maze-like. Almost got lost! ><

Yup.. so that's day one for you. And this day was actually half a day (oh goodie). Imagine a full day. Way more details and pics. So I'm just gonna end it here. Yeah..

P.S. Do you think I should change my blog's URL?
P.P.S. This isn't actually day one. It's day before-day-one-but-already-in-korea-so-there's-stuff-to-talk-about-something-like-that.

I'm Back >]

2008-12-27T00:16:00.000-08:00

So I'm back and there's tons to talk about. Let's start with the people in my tour group.

Family of 2:
Couple, just married, on their honeymoon. ^^

Benny: Funny and kind. Loves his wife so much (aww.) Gave me half a Subway cookie.

Benny's wife: Doesn't talk so much to others. Loves her hubby (aww.)

Family of 3:
Supposed to be family of 4, but son was serving NS. They couldn't go to Shanghai from Korea and had to leave for Singapore because of a passport problem. =(

Joanna: Probably the person who felt the coldest during the whole Korea trip. Quite sociable.

Joanna's daughter: Wise. Caught a cold. Get well soon!

Joanna's husband: Didn't hear him utter a word at all. Last person you would expect to have a gun. (HE DOESN'T HAVE ONE. IT'S JUST A FIGURE OF SPEECH THINGY!!)

Family of 3:
Friendly people. (:

Rebecca: Small girl. Pretty. Sociable.

Rebecca's mum: About her daughter's height. Dresses young. Cute voice. Love her hair.

Rebecca's dad: Funny and helpful. Taller than the other two. (Duh..)

Family of 3:
My fam. :D

Angela: One of the most awesome people you'll ever meet. She's super funny and nice. Oh and she's damn modest. (Hahaha..?)

Angela's mum: Slow and steady wins the race. Whatever she won, I have no clue. She takes her time.

Angela's aunt: A whole road of shops + one and a half hours = her worst nightmare. Likes buying bags. Calculative but still can't resist the temptation of splurging.

Family of 9:
They're rich. =P

Chris: Shuai ge? Maybe.. from certain angles. Smart. Loves Korea, having fun and Rebecca. (Hope you're not reading this Chris.) (Hope you're reading this Rebecca.)

Chris's mum: Leads. I could have sworn I heard her call her son Andrew once and Anthony another time. What the hell?

Chris's dad: Looks kind. Very much the 'fun parent'. (Threw snow at his son.)

Valerie: Chris's cousin, Ren Xiang' sister. Pretty. Very close to her brother.

Ren Xiang: Chris's cousin, Valerie's brother. Looks young. Damn tall for his age. (About Jasmine's height, exactly Jasmine's age.) (Jasmine = Super Junior addict. Not from tour group.) Very close to his sister.

Valerie and Ren Xiang's mum: Kinda friendly. Wise.

Valerie and Ren Xiang's dad: Looks adorable. (Not hot-adorable, it's baby-adorable. NOT THAT KIND OF BABY. WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?!?! I meant kinda like Freda-ish.) Looks like my uncle. (Sorta.)

Chris, Valerie and Ren Xiang's grandma: Her steely stare kills. Very sleepy when on the tour bus.

Chris, Valerie and Ren Xiang's grandpa: Enjoys talking to Marco. Gets more talkative as the days pass. (Only in Korea and on the tour bus.)

Tour guides:
Yakkity yakkity yak. XD

Marco: Tour guide for Korea. Most awesome tour guide of all. Talks to us all the time. (Says if he doesn't he'll die of boredom.) When he doesn't talk to us, he talks to the bus driver. Very knowledgeable. Kind and thoughtful. Funny. Gives us extra servings of food until we're all satisfied then he'll eat his own meal. Gathered us in the airport to tell us how to go to the gate for the flight to Shanghai.

Jackie: Tour guide for Shanghai. Doesn't talk to us as much as Marco. Brags about stuff like buying expensive shoes for himself and expensive face cream for his wife. Knows Li Nan Xing. (So what?) Brings us to all the shops where everything's costly and sells mainly winter clothes, which we won't even wear that much. Once we stepped into the airport, he disappeared. Jerkface.

Phew. That was long wasn't it? I'm surprised you're still reading. (Whoever you are.)
But I'm kinda just getting started. I haven't talked about where I went yet. (Oh boy..) But I'll probably post that later. (Yay for you.)

Happy Birthday To Me

2008-12-18T00:04:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!! XD

Thanks to everyone for the birthday wishes. :)

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUIMIN!!(In advance)

I'll be in Korea starting today midnight and will only be back on 26 Dec at 9pm.

So MERRY CHRISTMAS IN ADVANCE EVERYBODY!! =D

BYE BYE SINGAPOREEEEEEEEEEE!!

HELLO KOREAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!

Dancing Under The Moonlight

2008-12-18T00:02:00.000-08:00

There was once two lovers
Who could only meet
When the moon was nice and round
When it was fully lit.

The girl was a beauty
With raven black hair
Lips so red
And skin so fair.

The guy was good looking
With eyes a deep blue
Just take one look
And you'll fall for him too.

She loved him deeply
He loved her as well
It was an emotion so strong
As you can clearly tell.

There was a limit
To how many times they met
But they stayed faithful to each other
It was as strong as love can get.

Thus every month
A few hours for one night
The lovers will get together
Dancing under the moonlight.

Tell me what you think.

The Girl In The Mirror

2008-12-17T00:36:00.001-08:00

She looked at her reflection
And this what she saw
A girl who didn't know who she was
Or what she was doing anymore.

Her skin was almost white
Her eyes were begging for some rest
Her lips were all dried up
Her hair was in a mess.

She was super skinny
Her weak legs were shaking
There were cuts all over her arms
You could tell her heart was breaking.

She made her parents worry
Her friends were all concerned
They asked her what was wrong
But she didn't say a word.

They won't get her point
It was too complicated
She lost the love of her life
Now she feels exasperated.

Looking at herself now
She doesn't like what she sees
The girl in the mirror
That couldn't possibly be me.

Tell me what you think.

Obsession

2008-12-16T01:14:00.001-08:00

I waited by the phone
But you never called
I waited for you online
But you didn't show up.

I waited and waited
Didn't sleep a wink
Worrying that at any moment
You'll try to contact me.

My attempts to forget you
Always end up in vain
After so many methods
I'm about to go insane.

Loving someone so much
Someone who would never feel the same
Giving up almost all I have
Even when I know there's nothing to gain.

It's hard to understand
You're my hatred and my passion
But no matter what happens
You're my favourite obsession.

Tell me what you think.

Be Yourself

2008-12-16T01:13:00.000-08:00

Let me tell you something
That I really loathe
These people that dress the same
They all act like clones.

Is it so fun to be like that
To follow the latest craze
Or are they afraid of being rejected
Because they have their own special ways?

We're all different
And that's what makes us us
The thought of people reacting the same
It's just ridiculous.

Individuality
Is that very hard to find
Someone who loves who they really are
The person that's inside?

So stop pretending
And just be yourself
That's the best person you can be
Not anybody else.

Tell me what you think.

Love Is Dead

2008-12-15T00:44:00.001-08:00

This is more than I can manage
This is more than I can bare
A promise is a promise
But you were never there.

You lied to me
Smiled as if nothing's wrong
And now I'm thinking to myself
Have you been like this all along?

My friends said you weren't right for me
I was worth so much more
At first I didn't believe them
But now I'm different from before.

I saw the real you
And your unfaithful ways
I'm not going to be fooled again
By the games you play.

I guess I still have to thank you
Thanks for the wake up call
You made me realise
They were right- love is dead afterall.

Tell me what you think.

Tell Mama

2008-12-14T02:54:00.000-08:00

Tell mama I'm sorry
I shouldn't have talked back
It was rude of me
I shouldn't have made her mad.

Tell mama not to get angry
Since her blood pressure's high
Tell mama to promise
That she wouldn't cry.

Tell mama I can't see her
In my current state
And by the time we reach the hospital
It'll be way too late.

Tell mama I'll miss her
Even more than she misses me
But these things happen
She should just let it be.

Tell mama I love her
Tell papa and yourself too
And that from up above
I'll be watching over all of you.

Ok so this one took more than two minutes. I always wanted to write a 'Tell Mama' poem. Tell me what you think.

Survive

2008-12-13T07:19:00.000-08:00

You pushed me away
Laughing with your friends
Thinking I'll still stick with you
Till the very end.
You thought I was a girl
Who knew nothing about you
And making you happy
Was all I wanted to do.
It wouldn't matter
How much pain you caused
Because I would love you
Even through all I lost.
But you thought wrong
Now I'm walking away
I wouldn't make it
I'll come back to you, you said.
I'm stronger than you think
I won't come back and cry
Even though it's hard to believe
I will survive.

Another poem that took me two minutes. Tell me what you think.

Oops

2008-12-11T08:06:00.000-08:00

Oopsie daisy! XD
Apparently my pets are turtles, not tortoises..
Turtles= In the water
Tortoises= On land

Hmm..

Bye

2008-12-11T04:02:00.000-08:00

BYE SYAZA!!
ENJOY YOURSELF!!!!
(And remember to get me something.)

Bolt

2008-12-07T06:01:00.000-08:00

Watched Bolt yesterday. It took me half the movie to realise that Penny was played by Miley Cyrus and Bolt was played by John Travolta. The movie was alright.

Saw Sharan and Parvin at that fast food place that I have no clue was called what.

Went to Chinatown.

Saw Dawn.

Today I saw an elderly give up a seat to an elderly. Was kinda weird. And no, I did not give up my seat to the elderly because she was alighting at the next stop and probably didn't want to walk a distance to get to my seat only to stand up again and walk out.

And to those of you who want to have pet tortoises let me tell you something: YOU HAVE TO WASH THEIR TANK EVERYDAY.

Animals

2008-11-29T03:57:00.000-08:00

Watched Beverly Hills Chihuahua today.
Best movie I watched since Kung Fu Panda.
Funny and cute.
Favourite movie? Maybe.
I'm gonna watch Bolt and Bedtime Stories next. :D

Oh and I bought two new tortoises.
Should I name them?
I'll upload pictures when their new tank-ish area is set.

Party

2008-11-23T21:11:00.000-08:00

Friday: Went to eat at Sakura at Compass Point. There was a cooked baby caterpillar the size of a big ant in the kai lan. I swear it was smiling! DO NOT EAT THERE.

Saturday: Had my early birthday party. Played games. Had laughs. Had ice cream cake (sticky chewy chocolate and ol' fashioned vanilla). Really fun. (:

To Syaza (Whats-Your-Name), Isabel (Was-A-Bel) and Freda (Fed-Up): Thanks so much for coming! Loved the presents. Hope you enjoyed yourselves and the goodie bags! Oh and thanks for not pushing me face-first into the cake. :D

Song

2008-11-20T01:22:00.000-08:00

Endless Journey

Did you really think
I could make it on my own
Far from everything (you)
That ever felt like home?
Did you realise
How much you've scarred
A girl who's tried
Everything to win your heart?

But you don't know.
No, you don't know.

'Cause you lied
You tried
To break it off gently.
You said
Bye bye
Then walked away.
Promised you'll be back
From what I guess
Is an endless journey.

I can't forgive (myself)
I can't forget (you)
Still hanging on
Can't let go yet.
Why do times with you
Fill my mind
And someone who doesn't care
Make me cry?

But you don't know.
No you don't know.

'Cause you lied
You tried
To break it off gently.
You said
Bye bye
Then walked away.
Promised you'll be back
From what I guess
Is an endless journey.

Oh why did I lose myself to you?
And oh what do you want me to do
If everything I ever had
Everthing I ever needed
Is gone?

'Cause you lied
You tried
To break it off gently.
You said
Bye bye
Then walked away.
Promised you'll be back
From what I guess
Is an

'Cause you lied (Oh you lied)
You tried (And failed)
To break it off gently.
You said
Bye bye (Just walk away)
Then walked away.
Promised you'll be back (Liar)
From what I guess
Is an endless journey.

Once again, my suck-ish cheesy song is here. (:

Pimple

2008-11-18T02:15:00.000-08:00

CRAP.

I got a pimple near my nose.
And it hurts. D:

Friends

2008-11-14T06:39:00.000-08:00

Went to Hougang Mall and had lunch with Bernice, Abirami and her cousin.
I swear. Abi's cousin is the cutest little thing on Earth.
I just want to pinch her cheeks and never let go. XDD

After eating and Time Zone-ing, went to Bernice's house to play wii. (:
Had tons of fun there.
And Bernice's mum looks like those that belong in the commercials.
She's seriously mum-ish pretty.

Saw Kah May on the bus.
When I texted her, she didn't reply with a 'Who are you?', unlike some mean jerk I know. (Gerald, this means you.)

Drama

2008-11-12T20:22:00.000-08:00

Drama went on yesterday, the day before and the day before that (in other words, the last 3 days).

Day 1
Met Syaza, Rennuka and Valerie at canteen area.
Moved to Dance Room for Drama. (Thanks Handbell. -.-)
Had a new drama trainer, who I had no clue of her name until the last day. (I think it's Miss Jo?)
Played games that were supposed to help us with our drama skills.
Was given a monologue to memorise and audition tomorrow for SYF.
When drama was over, went to Compass Point with Syaza, Rachel Ng and Desiree.
At Compass, found the Choir girls and I stalked them. Syaza did too but she says she's just 'following me'. Rachel Ng and Desiree disappeared.

Day 2
Met Syaza in front of school.
Moved back to Drama Room.
Played some games.
Auditioned.
Was super nervous and rushed through.
And my mind went blank a lot so I was super bad. >.<
Went to Compass with Syaza and Amrit.

Day 3
Met Amrit, Syaza and Hui Shan at the Basketball Court.
Miss Jo continued the auditions.
Syaza and I created a commercial..
'I'm a fairy! (Yeah!)
I'm a fairy! (Oh!)
Get your Fairy-Os today!
-Traingle sound- Ding!
Sponsered by:
-Vinyl scratching sound- Wikiwikiwikipedia!
and
-Yahoo commerical sound- Yahoo!
and
-whisper-ish sound- Supafly!'
We're lame, we know. Thanks. (:
I didn't get the part. Aw well.
Congrats to Karina and Hui Shan! So proud of you guys. :D
Went to Compass with Syaza, Amrit, Desiree and Rachel Ng.
Me and Syaza got bored of going there all the time so we went to Hougang Mall.
Bought cotton putty which DOES NOT feel like cotton.
It's also incredibly sticky.

Oncoming Events
Cousin's Wedding - 16 Nov
Drama - 17 Nov
Drama - 18 Nov
Drama - 21 Nov (maybe)
Birthday Party - 22 Nov
Korea - 18 Dec
Coming back from Korea - 26 Dec

Poem

2008-11-05T04:39:00.001-08:00

Don't say hello
Don't say goodbye
Don't say anything
That'll make me cry.

Don't look at me
Because I won't look back
We're moving on
And that is that.

Even though I miss you
And want to hold you one more time
My best friend comes first
Is that such a crime?

To give you up
Because she likes you too
She's like my sister
But I know I love you

I guess the smartest thing to do
Is to just run away
Run away and not turn back
Let your image of me fade.

I came up with this on the spot. So it was kinda done in 2 minutes.
Sorry if it was suck-ish. >.<

Sing To The Dawn

2008-10-31T05:09:00.000-07:00

Went to watch Sing To The Dawn yesterday at 8.30pm.

I swear. There was like. 25 people there.

The movie was suck-ish at first and the songs were horrible. But it got better towards the end.

My mum forced me to finish the popcorn before we went to the MRT station (she wouldn't finish it because she was 'full').

Then somebody walked in front of us. He turned his head and I think I'm getting freaking delusional because it seriously looked like James (again)... with a buzz cut. Hmm. Maybe it was just too much popcorn (thanks alot, mum).

If watching movies makes me think I see James, I don't want to go near a theatre anymore in my life.

Anyway, the whole Korea trip..

I'm going on 18 Dec at midnight and coming back on 26 Dec.

In other words, I'm gonna miss my effing birthday and christmas. Hmm, my mum and aunt probably picked this day because they knew I was expecting expensive gifts. D:

Aw well.. I still have you loyal (few) readers right? Care to give this blogger some presents for the festive occasion? HEY HEY! WHERE ARE YOU GUYS GOING?! COME BACK!! I WAS JUST KIDDING!!!! (Or was I?)

Freaks

2008-10-26T07:29:00.000-07:00

Went to People's Park to see travel brochures.

On the train, there was this lady about sixty years old wearing flip flops and having toenails painted pink with glitter, black stockingpants, red and black striped off-shoulders shirt and necklaces dangling to her stomach. What the hell.

Reached People's Park and was going up the escalator. Saw a fat middle-aged lady in a bareback tank top and shorts, both a plain ugly blue. Again. What the hell.

Went to watch HSM 3 after that. So much nicer than the previous HSMs. And the props were probably also more expensive. And I think I saw James in the theatre. WHAT THE FREAKING HELL?!?!?!?! THERE'S NO WAY. BUT. BUT.

!@#$%^&*~!#%$^&...

-PLEASE STAND BY-

Okay. Now. Ahem.

Went back to People's Park. More brochures.

When I was leaving the place, there was an old shirtless man wearing denim shorts. His whole body was covered in tattoos and he was talking to himself. Seriously. How many times do these people want me to say what the hell today?!

Lastly..

YAY I'M GOING TO KOREA.
YAY I'M GOING TO KOREA.
YAY I'M GOING TO KOREA.
YAY I'M GOING TO KOREA.
YAY I'M GOING TO KOREA.
YAY I'M GOING TO KOREA.
YAY I'M GOING TO KOREA.
YAY I'M GOING TO KOREA.
YAY I'M GOING TO KOREA.
YAY I'M GOING TO KOREA.

Holidays

2008-10-23T23:02:00.000-07:00

It's the beginning of the hols and I'm already bored. Thi is gonna be one LONG holiday..

Trying to convince mum to bring me to Sydney. Operation Sydney: Acess Denied.

On the bright side, she says I could go to JAPAN or KOREA or TAI WAN. :D

Anyway, 1 Grace is no more. Aww. =(
HEY 1 GRACE-IANS. THIS YEAR WAS ~~PROBABLY~~ ONE OF THE BEST YEARS OF MY [SCHOOL] LIFE. LOVE YOU GUYS A TON KAY?
Even you, Jasmine 'face-kicker' Tiffany, even you. (:

Now some random pictures I took:

Wonder what I should do in this two and a half months..

No clue.

Oh well, sayanora from me.

Script

2008-10-10T23:03:00.000-07:00

I'm thinking of writing a script and sending it to Mediacorp.
Do you think they'll film a show out of it?
Anyone wants to help me?
You might become rich. :D
Let me know. (:

New Skin

2008-10-01T09:16:00.001-07:00

HEY I GOT A NEW BLOG SKIN! (:

GAH IT'S 12AM.. I'LL EDIT IT FURTHER TOMORROW.

We Need Variety

2008-09-27T05:50:00.000-07:00

Teenagers from Singapore.

Girls: Slightly over shoulder-length hair. Side fringe. Top and shorts that cover a quarter of their legs. Flip flops or converse shoes.

Boys: Short hair. Top and shorts that cover half of their legs. Flip flops or converse shoes.

Seriously. The next time you people go out, take a look around. Everyone's wearing the same kinda thing. It's boring. No originality whatsoever. We need variety. We need difference. We need change.

Ever since I was a kid,
People have been telling me,
It's good to fit in.

Can we have a bit more variety?
I'm not like you,
And you're not like me.

I want to be different,
Not like everybody else.
I don't want to be anyone,
But myself.

I want to be able,
To speak up,
For what I believe.
I just want to be me.

Avenue Q

2008-09-26T04:11:00.000-07:00

WHY AM I WATCHING THIS. O.o

In Deep Thought

2008-09-05T07:16:00.000-07:00

WARNING: IF YOU CAN'T STAND GUSHY-LOVE-ROMANTIC STUFF, DON'T READ THIS!

I've been thinking and there's so much I want to say. But if I type it all out, it'll be one whole page of stuff that no one, except Isabel and Stephen, has a clue on what I'm saying. But I think I'll just type it out anyway.

So this guy, James, I met him on maple. And he's my longest crush (3 years and running). You know how when you like someone, you try to think that he likes you too? Yeah. Well. I've been thinking of the moments I thought had symptoms that he liked me and his attempts to get rid of me with those exact same moments. Yes, I know I'm over-thinking it but what the heck. NOTE THAT I WAS IMMATURE AND CHILDLIKE WHEN THIS STUFF HAPPENED.

Moments:

First time I met him was when I was training Jean's account. I got lazy and asked people to party me and help me train and in return, I'll give them a bunch of stuff that I earned. He offered to help for free.
Thought: He's so sweet and helpful! What a wonderful guy.
Another thought: He could be those 'moronic guys' hoping for 16-year-old hot girl.

I asked him where he was from. He says he's from Australia.
Thought: HE'S FROM AUSSIE! OH MY GOD! HE'S SO COOL!
Another thought: Cally says she's from Australia all the time on Gaia to make herself sound more attractive. Maybe James was lying at that time 'cause he was still hoping I was a 16-year-old hot girl.

He does this -> =.=" on msn a lot. Sometimes sarcastic in the funny way.
Thought: He's funny.
Another thought: He's trying to sound mean and sounding like he doesn't care.

He gave me 50k on maple when I was bankrupt.
Thought: He wanted to help me out. He's so generous!
Another thought: He thinks I'm a noob and wants to get rid of me.

I asked him for his exam results. All As. o.o"
Thought: He's a freaking genius!
Another thought: He must think I shudder at nerds.

He had a crush and he wrote 'heartbroken/rejected' quotes on his msn personal message. He wrote them himself. I offered a website. He said it wasn't original if he took it from someone or somewhere else.
Thought: He's so original and romantic! He loves her so much! So sincere!
Another thought: He wants me to lose hope thinking he has a crush. He doesn't want my help. He wants me to get lost.

He was busy so he got me in a conversation with his friends that were sarcastic in the seriously mean way. I told him on a one-to-one conversation that they were mean. Then his friends were like 'It's not nice talking about people behind their backs.'
Thought: He told them to stop it and they ignored it and made fun of that too. At least he tried.
Another thought: He wanted to show me his character through his friends and wanted me to go off crying. (Stephen also says that you can see a guy's real character through his friends.) (One of his friend's msn address had the words 'I love sex' in it. O.O")

He signed in after a few months. When I asked what happened to him, he said he was in a Boys Home for fighting.
Thought: His annoying friends must have gotten him into it.
Another thought: He's probably trying to scare me off.

Yeah. There's still many more moments but I can't be bothered to type. You know. I don't blame him. If I was him, I would hate me too. It's been a while now. He says that he's gonna be in the Boys Home for two years. About half to one year has passed now. Only time will tell what will happen next. I still like him, even after all that. I don't even know why. Love doesn't need a reason though, right? And I know I sound tré loser, but when I was in serious obsession with him, I always imagined his name on any plain or flat surfaces. Sigh, I still miss him so much. There's so many things that I still wanna say, but can't seem to put into words. Unless. Of course. I write out my whole life story. Love life story that is. But nah.

Well that's all. Not exactly one page, but probably my longest post to date. And sadly for you, my dear reader, if I continue to think of him, more of this nonsensical stuff is to come.

P.S. This is the only post I'm gonna put colour in. Until any other 'deep thoughts' posts come, anyway. And yes, I know my colouring stinks.

Gay-ish

2008-09-05T07:09:00.000-07:00

Saw a gay man today at the LRT station. He was a Malay man that was wearing high heeled shoe-sandally thingies, denim (or is it demin?) jeans, black shirt and a black slightly frizzy long-haired wig with blonde highlights. I'm never leaving THAT moment down. I realised.. the weirdest people you'll ever meet are at train stations.

Walle

2008-08-31T00:03:00.001-07:00

Went to watch Walle yesterday.

Saw three models at the MRT station. Two redheads with shoulder-length rebonded hair and one blonde with waist-length slightly curly/wavy hair. They were wearing white combat boots and the blonde one was seriously tall. When they were walking across the station, they looked more like they were strutting. I think they were carrying their modelling outfits with that coat cover thingy.

Walle was kinda boring in the beginning. But it was nice. And Walle's so cute! ^^

Went to Chinatown with mum after that.

On the MRT, there was this mother and daughter. I loved their toenails. Seriously. They painted their toenails alternative colours. The mother painted her's purple and pink and the daughter painted her's orange and peach. And no, it's not ugly. It's different. Which. Is what this world needs. More difference.

Take Mando Pop for example. So far, all I see in the commercials are people dancing the same thing in the same kind of place with the same song beats and rhythm and looking exactly, yes you guessed it, THE SAME. So boring. No offence to all of you who like Mando Pop though. I just think that they need something new.

P.S. I took a shot of the mother's toenails. I'll upload when I actually bother to.

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!

2008-08-29T00:26:00.000-07:00

I actually had fun in school today.

Mass -> Father Gerard = Hilarious. And the song 'Spirit Wings' is stuck in my head now. Oh and Mrs Tan sings really nicely.

Inter-class Relay Run Thingy -> Tiring. The last part I felt like I was doing splits while running. And I felt like fainting. Then I felt okay. Then I felt like fainting etc.

Recess -> Bought flowers.

Concert -> FREAKING AWESOME. The students' performances were nice. Dahlia, Reginal and Sandhya were, erm, entertaining. The teachers' one rocked more though. They did a charity show parody. Mr Foo was a racoon. Funny. Was laughing all the way, especially seeing them in ridiculous outfits. They were so cute wearing pinaforms. ^^

Dismissal -> Bought more flowers.

I can't believe I enjoyed today. Not like North Spring, which was totally boring. But I do miss the tachers there, especially Mr Chong, Mr Choon, Mr Wong, Ms Azzyanti, Ms Ong and mainly Mrs Chow. Ah, bet they all forgotten about me. ):

But anyway,

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY EVERYONE!!! :D

(And 'YAY!!' that holidays are here.)

CA2 Results

2008-08-28T01:01:00.000-07:00

Here's my CA2 results.

English - 64
Chinese - 61
Maths - 80
Science - 80
Geography - 91
History - 90
Literature - 64
Design & Technology - 88
Visual Arts - 71

Average marks..

Anyway I've been thinking of posting The True Test Part Six but I don't think anyone remembers where I left off. I'm lazy to type from where and for some weird reason, my archives is missing. So. Maybe some other day?

Singapore Flyer And SPCA

2008-08-20T02:25:00.000-07:00

Went on the Singapore Flyer yesterday. Nice and slow. Took pictures with Jasmine, Pavani, Dhanya, Clara and Valerie. Tried to take pictures of Rui Min and Si Hui.. failed. They have Build-A-Bear there! ^^

SPCA came to our school. They brought a kitty. So cute!!!!! Quoting Desiree: SCREAM KAWAII! It was so adorable. The kitty and its cutenicity. I want a kitty. TT

The stories of the poor animals were so sad.

I HEART ANIMALS! (:

Weird Couples

2008-08-17T08:54:00.000-07:00

Andrea and Fina are awesome performers. Watch them. (:

Watched Money No Enough today. It's so funny but so emotional. Love it.

On the MRT, I saw two couples. One was a pretty pie and hot guy. The other was an ugly geek and fat freak. Here's my observations:

Good looking couple: Girl hugs guy's arm. Guy plays PSP. Guy pays no attention to girl. When leaving MRT, guy goes first. Girl catches up.

Not so good looking couple: Girl hugs guy. Guy pays full attention and talks to girl alot. Both leave MRT together.

Hmm..

And on the LRT, there was this sicko guy that was wearing a 'Mr Masturbate' T-shirt. Bleah! Seriously. And the creature-thingy was wearing underwear and touching itself. Disgusting.

Confusion

2008-08-16T23:30:00.000-07:00

WARNING: THIS POST MAKES ABSOLUTELY NO SENSE. VIEWER DISCRETION IS ADVISED.

This post is gonna be written in code. Eg. I love you --> ILY
So if you bother to read, I salute you. If you can actually guess correctly what I'm saying, I'll give you erm.. 10 cents? XD

ILABDHLM? AC,ISWIIRDLH. IA,ISMJSNIWTHJARFJ. IC. IRDKA. EHCAIDGI. A, BTTT. AS,FAC(HLLMTFBFMV). IWIHLM. HWSTTMBHDYSIW. MFFHWJAM.. HTRICOE. HTRILFTTND. ILH. IRRLH.. ODI? -S- JFACT. MIMJTM. TITC. ILH, ILHN, ILH, ILHN.. BYKW? ITIRD. BIHDLMB, IFAI, IH. SNOTWTIHLMON.

Did you really read that? O.o
Wow.. you must be really bored.
Even I don't remember what I said..

In A State (New Song)

2008-08-06T01:24:00.000-07:00

In A State

What ever happened to
You looking me in the eyes?
Holding my hands and telling me
Everything will be alright?

What ever happened to
Promises won't be broken?
I will be with you forever
Give you roses by a dozen?

You just
Never got to it.
I just
Won't get over it.

In a state of desperation
Wanting to go back in time.
When everything was perfect
And I had you by my side.

Now I'm letting the rain fall
Holding your picture tight.
I'm screaming to you
But you don't hear me.

We just can't go back
To where we left it.
And we can't start
From where we are.

In a state of desperation
Wanting to go back in time.
When everything was perfect
And I had you by my side.

Why are you going around
Breaking hearts anyway?
Telling me you love me
Then pushing me away?

I thought we had
That something special.
But I guess that
Wasn't enough.

In a state of desperation
Wanting to go back in time.
When everything was perfect
And I had you by my side.

Torn apart
Unable to be back together.
So close to each other
But yet so far.

The world is spinning
Faster than before.
And you won't be there
To catch me when I fall.

In a state of desperation
Wanting to go back in time.
When everything was perfect
And I had you by my side.

In a state of desperation
Wanting to go back in time.
When everything was perfect
And I had you by my side.

In a state of desperation..

Hubba Hubba

2008-08-01T07:08:00.000-07:00

Finally posting a non-story related post.

I think I found him today.

The guy I was looking for- non-stereotypical looks and personality.

The guy shouldn't be the type who either plays football every time possible, only
has interest in -ahem- or hogs the computer all day (that's my job).

It was love at first sight, only I fell in love with his shirt. It was the maths problem- find x and y. Circle the x in the diagram and the words 'too difficult for me'. But still.

He was with a guy friend and a female friend. The girl was playing a Simple Plan song on her handphone.

If I knew them, the girl would totally be my best friend.

But I only saw them on the LRT. Just then, I had to alight at the station.

He's just a stranger and there's no way to find him. Gone like that, a faded memory.

Honestly, I forgot how he looks like but he was cute.

I still like him but. Who knows? I might forget him by tomorrow..

Mr Wilson did wordplay in Geography.

'The rocks are heavy.'

- Referring to questions during exam.

- Could mean general knowledge.

Point Of View (2)

2008-08-01T01:32:00.000-07:00

BEGINNING OF NOT-REALLY-STORY STORY

STATEMENT
AHH I FLUSHED MY CELLPHONE DOWN THE TOILET! What was the worse thing that ever happened to you?

NERD
My calculator broke.

EMO
I believed him.

SKATERS
I fell and broke my skateboard in front of hot chics!

CHEERLEADERS
I BROKE A NAIL.

DRAMA PEOPLE
I forgot my line in front of the whole school. IT WAS SO HORRIBLE. I wanted a black hole to suck me in, chew at least 500 000 times and spit me out into another black hole that will chew at least 600 000 times and etc

Point Of View (1)

2008-07-23T08:58:00.000-07:00

New story called Point Of View. A statement and thoughts from people of different cliques about it. Not really a story. Fine. Not a story at all. But whatever.

BEGINNING OF NOT-REALLY-STORY STORY

STATEMENT
Slow and steady wins the race. Slow and steady also gets you late for class. How do you feel about getting late for class?

NERD
That is not a pleasant note if captured on my permanent record. -Sniffs inhaler-

EMO
Boo hoo. And I care why?

SKATERS
...Huh?

CHEERLEADERS
We, cheerleaders, NEVER get late for class.

DRAMA PEOPLE
-gasp- I WILL NEVER LATE FOR CLASS! I WON'T! I WON'T! EEK!

NOTE TO SELF: Ok. This SERIOUSLY sucks. BIG TIME.

Diaries Of An Emo Girl Day Eleven (FINALE)

2008-07-15T03:40:00.000-07:00

This is the last episode of Diaries Of An Emo Girl.

BEGINNING OF STORY

13th July 2008

Dear Diary,

I had it. I couldn't contain it anymore. I had enough of her and her skank-ness. I killed her. I threw her body in the river. And now I'm confused. I think I'll run away. No one will know where, not even me. I just want to get away from here. He's a bastard. She's a (dead) bitch. They're fucktards. And all of them hate me. Well, I hate them too. So I'll make everyone's life easier and just go away.

Signing Out,
Lost Girl

Diaries Of An Emo Girl Day Nine And Ten

2008-07-12T08:54:00.000-07:00

BEGINNING OF STORY

11th July 2008

Dear Diary,

Great. There's a bunch of them haters now. Perfect. They're fucking retards. They're fucktards. If they wanna say something bad, might as well say it to my face. Don't worry, I won't kill you. Just pull out your body parts ONE. BY. ONE. BY. ONE. Don't hate me, I'll hate you. I'm not even THAT emo anymore. I dress up with more colours. I can smile. But apparently the fucktards don't want that. But they should ask themselves, what DO they want? I know what I want for them. A life. They need it. I need it too.

Signing Out,
Verge Of Insanity Girl

THE NEXT DAY

12th July 2008

Dear Diary,

I went to the psychiatrist today. I feel calmer. I think I overtook the pain reliever pills. HEHEHE! WEEEEEEEEEEEE!

Signing Out,
Happy Girl

Diaries Of An Emo Girl Day Eight

2008-07-12T07:46:00.000-07:00

BEGINNING OF STORY

10th July 2008

Dear Diary,

I hate her. And she knows I hate her. And I know she knows I hate her. And she knows I know she knows I hate her. She's such a bitch. She sometimes even talks about things she doesn't know like she knows them. But she doesn't. If you knock on her head, you can hear it's empty. She thinks she's so smart but she's a dumbass. She thinks she's so cool and funny but she's LAME. Honestly, she doesn't have any real friends. And everyone can see why. She only does things if she wants something back. That irritating whore. I wanna strangle her till she literally turns blue.

Signing Out,
Angry, Mentally Unstable Girl

Diaries Of An Emo Girl Day Seven

2008-07-11T07:33:00.000-07:00

BEGINNING OF STORY

9th July 2008

Dear Diary,

It's like going around in a maze and after so much effort and time, getting back to square one. I don't understand it. I feel lost. I want to run away but there's nowhere to go. I want to try something new but there's nothing to try. I want to, but I can't. I can't do anything. At all. It's all the same. All of it. I give up. I surrender. You win god. I'm not wanted nor needed in this world. Goodbye.

Signing Out,
Emo Girl

P.S. No, I'm not gonna die you idiots!

Diaries Of An Emo Girl Day Six

2008-07-06T22:40:00.000-07:00

BEGINNING OF STORY

8th July 2008

Dear Diary,

The cheerleaders (or the sluts), caught me looking at that boy today. They were telling a bunch of bullshit about how an artsy boy like him will never know the existence of an emo girl like me. But I don't want to have to pretend for him like I do with everyone else. I just want to be myself. The problem is, how can a person be herself if she doesn't even know who she is anymore? I can't even do something so simple. I feel hopeless. It was raining today. I took off my shoes and managed to run home in the rain. It felt good.

Signing Out,
Emo Girl

Get Smart, Diaries Of An Emo Girl Day Four And Five

2008-07-05T08:30:00.000-07:00

Watched Get Smart today.
And the commerical before it was Gatsby. LOL Gatsby on the big screen. (:
Anyways, here's the story.

BEGINNING OF STORY

6th July 2008

Dear Diary,

That loser won't give up. He started saying the most disgusting things to me. During maths, he passed me a note saying he gets a boner everytime he looks at me and even bothered to draw a picture. Argh. I should have torn it. If he harasses me again, I'm gonna make sure that my wrists aren't the only thing that I cut.

Signing Out,
Sexually Harassed Girl

THE NEXT DAY..

7th July 2008

Dear Diary,

I didn't actually kill him. Though I should have. I glared at him. I punched him. Can't that moron take a hint? And why can't he fall for another emo girl huh? Like I said, he doesn't understand me. I don't even understand me. I cut myself an extra five times today. Amusing myself as the blood oozes out and drips down my wrists onto the floor. Saw two girls kissing by the lockers today, ugh. Keep their gross intimacy to themselves. Found out that one of them was my good friend. EEK! Well, lesbians are people too. But I'm probably, no, DEFINITELY gonna avoid her for awhile.

Signing Out,
Emo Girl

Diaries Of An Emo Girl Day Two And Three

2008-07-04T05:05:00.000-07:00

I'm continuing the story for two reasons.

1) Isabel says it's 'hot'. (Which in response I say wth.)

2) To annoy Syaza.

BEGINNING OF STORY

4th July 2008

Dear Diary,

He looked my up and down and gave me a wink. Whoop de fucking doo. Like I care. So what if he's the so-called hottest guy in school? He doesn't understand me. He's also a total player. I heard that he's already made twenty- two girls in the school pregnant, including the librarian. Guess he's trying a 'wide variety' and emo's on the menu. What's next, the lunch lady? Well, if he wants emo, he'll have to wait a LONG LONG TIME- emo's given people food poisoning and would be cancelled for, I don't know, six decades? If he stares at my boobs again tomorrow, I'll punch him where the sun don't shine, which is, in my point of view, everywhere. Good luck to him.

Signing out,
Emo Girl

THE NEXT DAY..

5th July 2008

Dear Diary,

I punched him.

Signing Out,
Emo Girl

News Just In, Diaries Of An Emo Girl Day One

2008-07-03T02:37:00.000-07:00

Alright. While we're waiting for three more people to bother reading, let's try another story - 'Diaries Of An Emo Girl'. Read how her emotions change throughout her life. Maybe, just maybe, she'll get out of emo-hood. She doesn't reveal her name in her diary. Well, not yet anyway. I'll just try out one entry. Tell me what you think in the tagboard and tell me whether I should continue writing this story.

WARNING: It seriously sucks.

BEGINNING OF STORY

3rd July 2008

Dear Diary,

Life’s fucked up. I want to run away but I’m too tired to even walk. Everything seems to be changing lately but I can’t keep up. My past is escaping from me. Should I let it go or hold on to it? After all, it’s not been the best- cliques, confusion and so-called ‘friends’. I simply can’t deal with all this. I want to zone out of reality and go into fantasy, hoping that everything turns out alright. I don’t even know anymore. But honestly. Does anyone? I’m questioning myself over and over again but after a while, I ask, what am I even talking about? I’m stressed out over nothing. I feel like I had forgotten something important but I don’t know what. I make big mistakes. I cry and laugh for no reason. So what? Everyone has their days. So why am I so upset? It feels like the world is against me and all I can do is just let things take their course. Everything I do is automatic now. It’s always the same. How I wish I can go into the future, just to get a taste of what it’s like. My mind is a total blur and everything’s going wrong. My thoughts are so jumbled at the moment… What am I even doing now?

Signing Out,
Emo girl

So Many Things, So Little Time

2008-07-02T00:55:00.003-07:00

Note: Whoever Michiyo is, mind telling me? I can't relink you if I don't know who you are. :S

And I'm not continuing the story until I know I have at least 10 readers. Tell me if you read it in the tagboard.

1) Cally
2) Syaza
3) Meisi
4) Isabel
5) Magdelyn
6) Chee Wei
7) Rachel
8) Jolyn
9) Valencia
10)

And as for my links, I'll re-arrange them in alphabetical order when I'm free.

Aside from that, life's been pretty hectic.

The performances were great. But on Saturday, there was this woman who only laughed when everyone else finished laughing. WTH?

MONDAY

Cleaned up the drama room. Found body parts of a dead cockroach. By the way, doesn't that sound like an awesome book title? (:

Went to Compass Point to buy Shrek VCD. All sold out. ):

TUESDAY

Went to Compass Point (again) with Syaza. So a kiddy book titled 'Old MacNoah Had An Ark'. And in one of the pictures, Old MacNoah looked like he was HEADLESS. As in, he was carrying his head.

Asked mum to buy Shrek VCD in Kovan. Sold out too. ):

WEDNESDAY

China students came to my school. Found out that Mr Lim's Chinese sucks. He wanted to say his hearing wasn't good. Instead he said, 'My ear isn't good'.

Almost late for Geography. EEK!

The True Test Part Five

2008-06-21T05:52:00.000-07:00

BEGINNING OF STORY

Jen: Hey. Isn't that Lay-
Der: JENNY! Let's go sit somewhere else and order!
Derrick pulled Jenny away to another table before Jenny could protest.

Den: Sorry Drake, but I'm not hungry anymore.
Denise pushed away her totally untouched food.
Dra: Alright. I'll walk you home.
Den: There's no need..
Dra: It's okay.
Den: Fine..
She didn't care. Tears had blurred her eyes and she just wanted to get away.

Dra: Bill please.
A waiter passed him the bill.
Denise took a peek at it.
Den: $80 for two bowls of spaghetti?! That's daylight robbery! I can't make you pay for this..
Dra: SHH! Don't let them hear you. And it's fine. I've got it covered.

On the way home,
Dra: I have to tell you something. I'm not supposed to be saying this to you but I can't keep it in any longer.
Den: What? Wait. You're not gonna propose to me are you?
Dra: No.
Den: I'm listening.

Dra: The truth is. I couldn't afford to pay for the really expensive restaurant. So today during lunch, Layla told me she knew that I was the secret admirer and she offered to help me give you the best date ever. But I had to bring you to THAT restaurant because she wanted to sabotage your friendship with Jenny.
Den: Wait. Does Derrick really like Jenny?
Dra: No. Layla promised him two hundred dollars to play with Jenny's heart.
Den: DRAKE! HOW COULD YOU! AND THAT BASTARD'S SO CHEAP! DON'T GET ME STARTED ON THE BITCH! ARGH!
'Wow. I called Derrick a bastard,' Denise thought in amazement.

Denise ran home. She wanted to scream into her pillow. Everything was going wrong for her.

Dra(shouting): So I'll call you?
No response. Drake sighed. What had he done?
Dra: I know! I'll get her and Jenny to become friends again! That way, she'll have to be grateful and maybe even go out with me!
A couple walked past Drake and stared at him, thinking that he was mentally ill.
Dra: I've got to stop talking to myself...

NEXT PART COMING IN A BLOG NEAR YOU!

Update Of My Life So Far

2008-06-14T07:28:00.000-07:00

Ok. Stepping away from the story and talking bout my life.

FRIDAY

Went to watch Kung Fu Panda. Damn funny.

Then went to John Little. Heard an announcement that said 'Your attention please. The fire alarm has been activated. Please remain calm. We are currently investigating the situation.'

For some reason, I was thinking Mas Selemat. (And ironically, there were two escapees that day.)

Went down the escalator. Saw the top floors had white blankets covering them, so it's like blocking them. And there was a huge humming sound. Like a vacuum cleaner.

Went to Vivo City. So much for remaining calm.

Saw Creatively Thai. Fashion Show (:

Dresses

Hot guys

Hot girls (I'm not les or bi!)

Bad shot ):

On the runway, there was this guy who was walking back and a girl was walking to the front. The guy saw the girl and walked to her and gave her a rose. She took it and pushed him away. There was also a shirtless guy who walked to the front and then put on his shirt.

Then when they all posed, I saw the blue shirt guy look in my direction. Ahh. I guess it's caused he was supposed to? But still.

Then when I went back and was on the MRT, I think I saw Hong Jun Yang from Project Superstar 2006.

Watched Whose Line Is It Anyway. One of the greatest shows. Ever.

SATURDAY

Went to Abirami's birthday party.

The birthday girl

Charmaine and Freda

Had dry mee siam (I think), sotong ball, otah, satay, chicken wing, lamb chop, chocolate and truffle cake, either mango or orange juice and coke.

Went to her house (for 2 minutes), playground, barbeque pit and the karaoke room.

Thanks for inviting me. Awesome party. (:

Besides the party, Cally sms-ed me. She started bitching about her debate camp (again). And I started rubbing the wonderful party in her face. Felt like I was in a bad friend kind of mood. =P

And I think I'm only gonna write ten parts for the story.

The True Test Part Four

2008-06-12T00:15:00.000-07:00

BEGINNING OF STORY

JENNY AGAIN?!
Denise stood up.
Den: Excuse me Drake.
Denise stormed over to Jenny.
Den: WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE?! AND WITH HIM?!
She pointed at Derrick, her face turning red with rage.
Jen: Let's sit down. It's a long story.
So they sat down with Drake.
Jen: Well..

MONTAGE TIME!!!

Jenny's P.O.V. (Point Of View)

* In conversations from Jenny's P.O.V.,
Jenny: Me

CONTINUE WITH STORY

Me: Goodbye you two! I'm off.
Denise and Drake waved goodbye to me. I went off with my face turned to look at Denise and Drake. Just then, I bumped into Derrick.
Der: Hey.
Me: Hey.
Der: You look nice.
Me: Thanks.
Der: Hmm. Smart and cute. Lots of guys chasing you I suppose.
Me: How do you know I'm smart?
Der: Natural instinct.
Me: Right. I'm off now. Bye.
Der: Wait. Go out with me? There's a romantic Italian restaurant near a beach.
Me: Well..
Der: I like you Jen. I really, really like you.
Me: Erm..
Der: I hear that you don't feel the same. But look me in the eyes Jen! Look me in the eyes! And tell me honestly. Do you like me?
I stared into his deep blue eyes. It was like I was hypnotised. And the next thing I know..
Jen: Yes, Derrick. Yes. I do.
He smile and hugged me. I hugged him back.

END OF MONTAGE

Jen: ..And that's what happened.
Denise's jaw dropped to the floor. She stared at Jenny in utter disbelief.
Den: HOW COULD YOU?! YOU KNOW I LIKE DERRICK.
She said it as if Derrick wasn't there. She was furious.
Jen(mumble): But you're going out with Drake now.
Den: It's just to see if I like him! I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU DID THIS JEN!

At the corner of her eye, Jenny saw Layla at the door smirking. What part did Layla have in this?

STAY TUNED FOR THE NEXT PART!

P.S. Sorry for the cheesy bits! Currently feeling really cheesy..

The True Test Part Three

2008-06-10T07:01:00.000-07:00

INTRODUCING

Name: Drake Nathan Jones
Nicknames: Dra, Ake, Nath
Age: 16
Girlfriend: n/a
Notes: SPOILER! He's head over heels in love with Denise.

*In conversations,

Drake: Dra

BEGINNING OF STORY

JENNY?! Denise looked in stunned horror.

Den: YOU'RE-YOU'RE-YOU'RE...
Jen: Of course I'm not! Don't be ridiculous! I just wanna let you know that I found out who your admirer is! He was drawing your picture in art class.
Den: DERRICK'S IN YOUR ART CLASS!!!!
Jen: Yeah but.. it's not him. It's..
Dra: Me.
Denise turned around. She gave a disappointed sigh as she took a look at him. He was cute but not as cute as Derrick.
Dra: Name's Drake. Secret admirer.
Denise gave a slight smile.
Den: Denise. Admirer-ee.
Jen: Goodbye you two! I'm off.
Denise and Drake waved goodbye to Jenny.

Dra: Wanna go out? We can watch a movie and have dinner at this famous Italian restaurant.
Den: Sure.. I guess.

So off they went. They watched a comedy and laughed their asses off. 'At least he has good taste in movies,' Denise thought. All that laughing made her hungry. When Denise reached for the popcorn, her hand accidentally touch on Drake's. She blushed and took her hand away.

When it was time for dinner, they ate at a romantic Italian restaurant located at the beach. They sat by the glass window where you could see the sunset. It was a really romantic thought.

Dra: Hey! I just realised something! Doesn't Denise and Drake sound so cute together?

She giggled. That's what she said about her and Derrick. Drake's really sweet and nice but Denise wished she could share this moment with Derrick instead.

Drake saw the disappointment in her eyes.
Dra: If you don't like Italian food we can always go somewhere else..
Den: It's not that. It's just.. I wasn't expecting you.
Dra (sigh): I knew it. You rather it was Derrick right?
Denise gave a slight nod. She looked at Drake. He looked really heartbroken. She gave a gentle smile.
Den: I really appreciate this though.
Drake tried a smile but Denise could see it was fake.

Just as she was about to say something, she heard the bell at the door ring, signalling someone has entered the restaurant. She turned and saw Derrick with..

STAY TUNED TO FIND OUT WHO!

The True Test Part Two

2008-06-09T06:01:00.000-07:00

BEGINNING OF STORY

The next day, Denise opened her locker and saw a bouquet of red roses inside. There was a little note attached to it.

It said:
'Roses are red,
Violets are blue.
Meet me at the fountain,
First thing after school.
Signed,
Your secret admirer.'

Denise's heart skipped a beat. A thousand thoughts rushed through her mind.
'Is this just a prank?'
'Did someone get the wrong locker?'
'Is he a stalker?'
Then she suddenly remembered. She fell yesterday and the very next day she received flowers. Could Derrick have sent them? Could he have fell in love with her when he saw her fall (no pun intended)?

She didn't have time to think about it because the next thing she knew, the bell rang.

Going through the lessons were a drag. When it was time for lunch, she couldn't wait to tell Jenny about her secret admirer.

Jen: Wow. But what's so good about Derrick anyway?
Denise ignored her question.
Den: I'm so nervous! Is my hair okay? Do I have anything stuck between my teeth? AHH!
Jen: RELAX! First of all your hair is perfectly fine. Second, you have nothing stuck between your teeth considering you haven't even touched your food yet!
Den: Right..
She calmed down and started eating. She imagined herself being Snow White, Derrick being Prince Charming and Layla being the wicked step-mother.
Den: .. And they all lived happily ever after.
Jen: Huh?
Den: Nothing. By the way, doesn't Denise and Derrick sound so cute together?
Jenny rolled her eyes. Thankfully for Jenny, the bell rang.

After about a gazillion years (to Denise), school finally ended. Denise rushed to the fountain located outside the school. The time she had anticipated had finally came. She waited eagerly.

Just then, she saw a nerd wave in her direction. She looked at him in horrid disgust. An hourglass-shaped girl walked pass her and linked arms with the nerd.

'This day just gets weirder and weirder,' she thought. She heaved a sigh of relief. 'At least it wasn't him.'

'Hey,' said a familiar voice. She felt a tap on her shoulder. Turning around she saw..

WAIT FOR THE NEXT PART!

P.S. Don't you just love cliff hangers? XD

The True Test Part One

2008-06-06T08:49:00.000-07:00

INTRODUCING

Name: Denise Odelle Smith
Nicknames: Deni, Dini, Ode
Age: 16
Boyfriend: n/a
Notes: Main character. Head over heels in love with Derrick. Jenny's best friend.

Name: Jenny Madeline Johnson
Nicknames: Jen, Mad, Maddie
Age: 16
Boyfriend: n/a
Notes: Says she doesn't understand what anyone sees in Derrick. Denise's best friend.

Name: Layla Felicia Lewis
Nicknames: Lay, Fel, Feli
Age: 16
Boyfriend: n/a
Notes: Mean girl of the story. Head cheerleader. Camille's and Selena's best friend.

Name: Camille Delilah Anderson
Nicknames: Cam, Cami, Del
Age: 16
Boyfriend: Aaron
Notes: Layla's posse. Layla's and Selena's best friend.

Name: Selena Natasha Walker
Nicknames: Sel, Nat, Natty
Age: 16
Boyfriend: Scott
Notes: Layla's posse. Camille's and Layla's best friend.

Name: Derrick Randy Thomas
Nicknames: D Man, Der, Rand
Age: 17
Girlfriend: n/a
Notes: High School quarterback. Hottest guy in school. Aaron's and Scott's best friend.

Name: Aaron Daniel Miller
Nicknames: Air, Ron, Dan
Age: 17
Girlfriend: Camille
Notes: In the same football team as Derrick. Derrick's and Scott's best friend.

Name: Scott Travis Turner
Nicknames: Ott, Tra, Vis
Age: 17
Girlfriend: Selena
Notes: In the same football team as Derrick. Derrick's and Aaron's best friend.

*In conversations,

Denise: Den, Jenny: Jen, Layla: Lay, Camille: Cam, Selena: Sel, Derrick: Der, Aaron: Aar, Scott: Sco

BEGINNING OF STORY

The school bell rang. 'Phew,' Denise thought. 'First day of junior year over without any embarrassment.' Denise had a habit of ending up embarrassed or humiliated on the first day of school. Just as she thought everything was alright and was almost at her locker, Layla tripped her and she fell.

'Damn that Layla. What did I ever do to her?!' Denise thought. She didn't dare look up. She could feel everyone's eye looking at her and she heard some laughing. She closed her eyes shut. She prayed silently, 'Come on black hole, you know you want to swallow me up.'

Suddenly, she heard footsteps walking towards her. A few girls gasped. She smelled a whiff of cologne. 'Could it be?' She wondered. She opened her eyes and there he was. That piece of perfection, her favourite obsession. It was Derrick!

Der: Are you okay?
Derrick offers a hand.
Den: I-I-I'm fine.
Denise took his hand. 'Somebody pinch me,' she thought. 'Derrick just helped me up! Of course I'm not okay!' She felt like her heart was about to jump out of her chest. She managed to stand up but she felt like fainting. The hottest guy in her school just held her hand. So it wasn't really the date kind, but still! She could hardly breathe.

'Think of something to say!' She thought to herself.
Den: Nice.. hands..
'WHAT THE HELL AM I THINKING?!' She thought.
Derrick raised an eyebrow.
Der: Right.. so I'll see you around sometime.
Denise nodded and waited for the back hole to swallow her up. She could still few all eyes on her and she was wondering what Layla's expression would be.

She didn't have to wonder that long.

Lay: Well Deni, you couldn't have been more smooth with your words.
Denise could hear the smugness in her voice. People started doing their own things. Jenny walked towards Denise.
Jen: Hey, you alright? Going home now?
Den: Yeah. Give me a sec.
Denise turned to Layla.
Den: At least he helped me up.
Lay: It was a pity thing.
Denise turned to Jenny.
Den: Let's go.

NEXT PART COMING SOON!

The True Test

2008-06-06T08:45:00.000-07:00

This blog is quite dead so I'm gonna revive it by writing a story.

It's called 'The True Test'.

I'm gonna introduce new characters as the story goes on.

The story is about what being a girl is all about- friends, guys and drama.

I don't usually finish what I start so if I stop writing, don't be too disappointed.

I'm gonna start at the next post.

P.S. I'm posting it in Quizilla too.

FACEBOOK

2008-05-31T20:25:00.000-07:00

RYAN HIGA ADDED ME ON FACEBOOK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EFFING HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-SCREAMS-

OHMYGOSH I THINK I'M GONNA FAINT.

AND HE HUGGED ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHH!!!!!!! <3

It's Him

2008-05-30T07:06:00.000-07:00

I've been playing iSketch lately. And I met this guy called azixx. He was born in London, spent seven years in America and is now living in India.

After I met him, I've had two dreams about my dream guy.

Weirdly, one of them involved him looking like George Of The Jungle (real life version)/ Gatsby commercial guy wearing a genie outfit from 'Genie In The House'.

But when he hugged me, I felt like I was on the clouds. (And no, I did not take drugs.)

I played iSketch today and I looked for him again. When I found him, my internet connection failed me. When it was back, he was gone. Forever?

HOW IRONIC.

I know this is weird to fall for a guy who I barely said ten sentences to, but there's just something special about him.

New Everything

2008-05-27T01:15:00.000-07:00

Got a new blogskin, title, song and friend test.

Yay?

Tell me if you guys like the new blogskin or whether I should change it back to the old one.

Thanks.

Posters, Cookies and much more

2008-05-23T03:14:00.000-07:00

THURSDAY

The school gave out free autographed posters of The Click Five.

SCHOOL ENDS! WOOOOOOOOOO! :)

DAVID COOK WON! WOOT WOOT GO DAVID GO DAVID! IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY! IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY!

Freaking happy today.

FRIDAY

Had parent-teacher meeting. The school sold SJC merchandise. Bought a IJ bear for
$25. So Kawaii.

When in the homeroom..

Mr Foo: You did quite well for all your subjects.

-3 seconds later-

Mr Foo: ...Except for Chinese.

LOL!

So here are my results.

English - A2

Chinese - C5

Maths - A2

Science - A1

Geography - A1

History - A1

Literature - B4 (Highest in class. Yay..?)

D&T - B3

Art - A1

Civics and Moral Education - A

Class position: 6/39

Level position: 28/193

And the idiot who marked my attendance for House Practice marked me as absent FOUR times and I'm not getting CCA points.

I'm getting Marion, Karen and Regina as my witnesses that I was there.

Surveys, Games And Cookies

2008-05-21T08:30:00.000-07:00

Had a climate survey on Tuesday.

For some damn reason, everyone had to redo because the computer only saved a few teachers out of ten over.

Today was Games Carnival.

St Elizabeth got 2nd and 3rd place for everything. Haha.

Found out that Meisi and I have a freakishly lot in common.

Except that she votes for David Archuleta.

Just watched American Idol.

It's the finale.

David Cook totally rocked the stage.

But almost everyone listens to Simon Cowell.

He supports Archie.

Oh well.

Currenty looking through videos and it seems Archie has a lot of fans.

Like so freaking upset now.

History's gonna repeat itself.

Loved Blake. He went in the finals. Lost.

I'm Getting Ready For That Tear To Drop. So go. How Can I Miss You If You Don't Go Away?

If that makes any sense.

I'm practically begging on my knees that Cookie wins.

New Haircut

2008-05-17T20:29:00.000-07:00

So yesterday I got a new haircut.

Slight layers, 1 inch shorter and a new fringe.

Will upload picture when possible.

Damn, American Idol Season Marathon has been going on for days.

Not that I'm complaining.

Mid- Year Results

2008-05-16T01:52:00.000-07:00

English - B3

Chinese - C5

Maths - B3

Science - A1

History - A1

Geography - A1

D&T - A2

Art - A1

Literature - C5

I can't believe that I got a C5 for Literature and nobody in the class got even a 65!
But we're better at everything else! (:

Gosh, there's nothing to blog about today.

The Many Day Post

2008-05-14T06:46:00.000-07:00

Oh boy oh boy do I have a lot to blog about..

Let's start with MONDAY

We went to Chinatown and Little India.

On the bus, I saw this Taxi Sign that said "Kangaroo + Apple = Dog Food".
Random much?

Then at Chinatown I saw a store with a sign that said "Win a FREE ride in a police car just by shoplifting from this store."
Hahah.

When we took a break, there was this bread store called "Bread Pitt".

What was up with the signs that day?

After that I bought a magnetic bracelet at Little India.

When we went back to school, we got our English and Chinese results. Suckish.
English got a B3 and Chinese got a C5. A C5! WTH?!

And the comment on the English essay paper for Bernice wrote Angela. But it was marked by Lim Tat Hong so I guess it was kinda expected.

TUESDAY

Found out that we have to do a skit for drama in ONE week.

Group members:
Marion
Freda
Jasmine
Zelin

Marion, ILY loads for helping me with the script. :D

Wednesday

AMERICAN IDOL DAY! WOOTS! MAKE THE WORLD A BETTER PLACE - SUPPORT DAVID COOK!

Got back our Science paper. Luckily, I passed with an A1, which was so much better than the expected B4.

Went to Compass Point with Syaza and Cally.

So much fun. Thanks for the great day guys!

And throughout the whole time, a fly kept STALKING us.

There was a fly whenever we were outside.

There was a CD called 'The Fly', when we were at Sembawang.

There was a book about flies in the library.

There was a card involving flies at Hallmark.

STOP STALKING US FLIES! WHAT DID WE EVER DO TO YOU? ... Except maybe whack and kill some of your relatives, but still.

Oh! And I saved Syaza's life! She almost got hit by a car. I just saved your life!

P.S. Have a phobia of canines and miniature females. (Inside joke.)

Celebrity Morph- I look like BoA

2008-05-10T05:27:00.001-07:00

MyHeritage: Family tree - Genealogy - Celeb

I Love Cookie

2008-05-09T00:11:00.000-07:00

EXAMS ARE OVER! WOOTS!~

Chinese Listening Comprehension and D&T damn easy. :D

Have been thinking about David Cook so much today. I love Cookie. <3

He's so so amazing. I wrote four cheesy lines about him..

When I see your face,
The Sun shines through.
David Cook,
I heart you.

Oh my gosh, I just find him so great that no words can describe him.

And he'll be more famous than David Archuleta ever wll be even if he doesn't win.

I'm starting to get in a horrible mood 'cause someone thrased David Cook on YouTube.

Note that Archuleta is pronouced 'Achoo-leta' as in he leta you get sick and next think you know, ACHOO !

Argh. Hate David Assuleta.

And for some reason, nowadays whenever I hear, think or say the words 'I don't know', I keep thinking of 'Love Me Or Hate Me' by Lady Sovereign.

Exam papers and Amerian Idol

2008-05-08T01:08:00.000-07:00

Cally wants me to update my blog.

It's updated now.

Happy Cally? (:

Anyway, exam papers.

History- Easy.

General Science- Quite hard. Gonna fail Chemistry.

Geography- Suprisingly easy.

Literature- Wrote a bunch of bullshit. Flunkage.

Art- Quite fun, actually.

Maths- Paper One easy. Paper Two difficult.

Now, American Idol.

I HEART DAVID COOK! <3

I HATE DAVID ARCHULETA!

David A is ruining David C's chances of winning. ):

Curse that amazing voice and cute face.

I hate him so much.

EVERY VOTE COUNTS. SO DON'T VOTE.

David Cook's so hot and has the best voice ever. -sigh-

Hope this year doesn't turn out like last year.

My fave idolist goes to the finals and is eliminated there.

God. Please don't let David C be like Blake.

Chinese Paper

2008-04-30T07:38:00.000-07:00

Had Chinese Paper on Tuesday.

Screwed it up. ):

Not gonna talk about it.

THAT DAY DURING LUNCH...

When to get a drink.

Wanted Ribena with pearls.

Rubini was standing beside me.

Ribena and Rubini sound about the same.

Nearly said wanted Rubini with pearls. Hahah.

Then ate with Abirami and Eunice.

And Hilary just learnt my name.

But at first she read it as 'Angele' (She pronounced it as Angeli).

Then sadly, Long John Silver was sitting at the step.

Avoided looking there.

Then someone who was tall and had short hair walked by our table from the same direction Long John Silver was at.

I thought it was you-know-who.

But it was KC.

After realising I mistook KC for you-know-who, Hilary went to tell Eunice who was sitting at another table by then.

Then KC turned to look at me. (Probably was thinking: WTH?!)

The Nanny told me perfect view and pointed her fingers first at her eyes then at where you-know-who was sitting.

Argh.

Hilary. I'm gonna make you choke on the chicken bones you were eating.

English Paper

2008-04-25T07:47:00.000-07:00

English Paper today.

Paper One..

Composition and Situational writing.

I'll talk about it unlike Jasmine 'cause my birthday ain't anywhere near so it doesn't matter if you guys die. XDD

NOTE: To prevent yourself from dying, stop reading.

NOTE: I TOLD YOU TO STOP READING!!!

NOTE: You don't listen to instructions, do you?

Haha. Anyway, I wrote 'Describe a person/ place that has changed considerably. Describe the changes that have occured.'

Hey Isabellybutton. I wrote you. You have seriously changed. I don't even know you anymore.

Exceeded the word limit only by 33 words. Phew!

Paper Two..

Cloze Passage and Comprehension.

It was pretty ok. Finished the summary with exactly 150 words. Yay..?

Currently addicted to 'Whose Line Is It Anyway?' and 'Drew Carey's Green Screen Show' again.

5 Batteries Retest

2008-04-21T02:35:00.000-07:00

5 Batteries Retest today.

No. Of Sit Ups- 31
Sit And Reach- 44cm
Standing Broad Jump- 131cm/140cm
Shuttle Run- 12.8s
No. Of Inclined Pull Ups- 0

DAMN. Improved on everything except that.

Watch that. Ryan Higa is UBER HAWT!!! Kyle Chun is SOOOOO CUTE!!! Jason looks kinda creepy.

2.4km run

2008-04-20T03:28:00.000-07:00

Yesterday had NAPFA 2.4km run...

I DIDN'T FAIL!!! WOOTS!!!

Got 50th position..

Wow. Nothing to post about. Heh..